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My yellow room surrounded by empty shoes and horrid unfiltered cig arettes that i smoke
for your sake charlie
when
you
die
sing for you requiems in our common
grave-house.
There is a thick volume of Whitman
to eat when i get hungry
and plenty of James Joyce to drink
(great blue lakes of jamesjoyce)
My trousers are brown but seem black in this light. There are terrible cobwebs
on the gold chandelier limbs
when i have time.
but i will remove them
I told jim about my mind
and he was patient as gibraltar.
Earlier tonight it was raining softly
like shy diamonds and i was moved; for the
street glistened because i love it best that way.
i looked out the window and saw the rain pieces drift within the path of the street light
and glow and turn like fluid curtains in a wind. afterwards the neighborhood was glazed
in wet silver. and the air was
so lovely, i smiled.
Yesterday me and jim climbed a hill
to a cross on its summit; then
lay before the altar on wooden benches to nap in the sun.
Jim does not approve of these poems which i have made for him but he buys me
cigarettes and feels proud of me
and laughs with me and eats with me and climbs green oak hills and
lazy
slanting trees with me and sings
with me and makes me feel strong like he is like new iron.
if he will forgive me my poetry then
i will forgive him for this.
Abel Jones